It's not always all it's cracked up to be

Well okay, it's not always all it's cracked up to me. Positive yesterday. Struggling with the mood today. The Launch thing was just okay. I did give out a bunch of cards and got a chance to say what I am doing so all was not lost. But the day itself got off to a rocky start. Nothing eventful. I got up. I exercised. I ate breakfast. I showered and got dressed, I took my kids and another kid to lacrosse camp. Boring, right? Except when I admit that i could hardly contain my anger - rage even - when I saw my neighbors in their tennis whites and their kid was late coming out. I was like, why am I driving these kids to camp when I am the only one going off to work?? I was driving aggresively and my son told me I should calm down. What a mess I am sometimes. Like a walking sitcom. It is really kind of funny. Me storming around over nothing, telling myself I am grateful I have children, I love my children, etc etc. So I was going to just go home and forget about the shindig this evening. Would love to go home and get into my jammies but no, push ahead. I will go. I might only stay a half hour but I will go. Sometimes you have those days when you just have to put one foot in front of the other. Peace